Jun 30, 2010

Nathan and the City

This post is going to be even longer than the previous one, so please bear with me. I'm going to try and make it as short as possible without skipping any details. So if you are interested in knowing how the second date went, I suggest that you read on.

Jun 29, 2010

The Story of 20 Toes Told in 20 Minutes

A friend of mine from Orkut shared this with me and I thought I would share it with you all!

Jun 28, 2010

Lights, Camera, Action!

This post was supposed to go up yesterday but I couldn't find time to write it down till now. It took three sitting for me to complete it, but I finally managed. So here's it, guys. Nathan and my first date together, as a real-time couple.


Jun 26, 2010

Cold Sweat

This post was supposed to go up yesterday but my Internet was working like my country's government; Absolutely pathetic! It was taking ages to load even the simplest pages and I was completely hating it. I can't remember the last time my net was functioning so bad and I realized yesterday how much I am dependent on the Internet. I think Internet deserves a place right along with Clothes, Food and Home in the present age.

Anyhow so this posts was about the first date and the anxieties and apprehensions that go with it. I've been out of the dating game since last October. Even though I've known Nathan since February and I've talked just about any topic you can think of under the sun, but still I felt like a 40 year old divorcee going on a date. Is that weird?

Jun 22, 2010

Two More Lonely People

How could I say no to that, I'd have to be a real jerk to reject his friendship. He was clearly a nice guy and maybe we did make a wrong move by getting committed. Just because most of his interests were same as mine, it didn't necessarily mean that we could be together. But being friends with an ex, I'm not comfortable with the idea. At all!

The last time I tried that, I didn't turn out really well. I ran face first into a wall and crumbled to a million pieces. That guy ended our friendship claiming that he's doing it for my own good and that's it not healthy because I still have feelings for him. I'll be posting about him sometime later perhaps, but ever since then the idea of being friends with an ex doesn't have me jumping up and down with joy. "Friends?", I asked skeptically and slightly in surprise.

Jun 17, 2010


Before I made my Phunk Factor profile on Orkut, I had another gay profile on Orkut. I had made it when I was 16 and on my summer break, completely out of boredom. The profile didn't last very long, possibly 8 months at most. Through that profile I had my first little taste of the gay community on Orkut.

The results weren't that appealing frankly speaking. Everyone was asking for my stats and cell number. The funny thing is, I was so naive that I had absolutely no idea what are stats and I used to share my sister's cell phone so I couldn't give out my number. Although the idea of hooking up did fascinate me but I needed to trust the other person. But that wasn't happening. Everyone wanted quick service. It's my ass, you moron! I need to trust you before I let you even touch it once!

Jun 15, 2010


Yesterday Nathan got done with his exam, and I can very honestly say that I was just as glad as him for them getting over. It's been days since we had talked over on yahoo messenger. It's not like we were not in touch, but exchanging 'Good Morning' and 'Good Night' messages just doesn't compare to talking for a good three to four hours in a row about everything under the sun.

From 10 pm to 2 am, we were talking. Nathan was online from his laptop and I was online from my cell. I have two cell phones. One is not at all flashy that I basically take with me everytime I go out, after having two awesome cells taken from me at gun-point, I really didn't feel safe carrying around a flashy one with me everyday. So anyhow I have two cells, the flashy one stays at home and that's the one I use to talk to Nathan. It's always pumped with bucket loads of credit and even if I have credit in it, I put more in. I never ever want to be caught dead without credit in my flashy cell. The flashy cell also happens to be a touch screen one, and having not used it much before I totally lost the feel of it. My speed of texting was so freak'in slow yesterday, LOL...I need to brush up fast. Nathan freaks out very easily when I reply late!

Jun 13, 2010

Life Is Beautiful!

When you've had your heart broken really hard, you really don't look forward to getting into a relationship. You loose faith in them. You loose faith in yourself. You loose, as simple as that. You hit the ground and you hit it hard. When you get back on your feet, you start preparing yourself to be comfortably single!
Nathan wasn't looking for anything when he joined Orkut. What he desired was entirely platonic, from start to finish. Not even remotely slipping outside the borders of that quality, that is what Nathan wanted for himself. But as he says, life had something else planned and I made an unsuspected landing onto the runway of his heart. Confused?, read about it here and here.

Jun 7, 2010

Want U Bad

So the last couple of days have been crazy. My exams got over on Friday and they went kind of okay. I'm not entirely ecstatic about them, because I personally feel that I didn't study as much as I should have. So yeah, that's the thing about exams. Somebody once told me that giving an exam and being in love is nearly the same thing. What makes them from being exactly the same?

Well, when your in love you've got alot on your mind but you don't know how to say it. But when you're giving an exam, you got nothing on your mind but you still have to say something. Crazy, right?

Jun 5, 2010

See U Smile

Last night I was talking to one of my friends from Orkut and he told me about how he recently broke up with his boyfriend of 7 months. It's not like he was whining or complaining about him, he just wanted to get through this 'getting over' phase as soon as possible. The two broke up on the account that the other guy didn't see this as a long-term venture and he felt it was more like 'Friends with Exclusive Benefits'. He said that it wasn't fair for my friend, who was looking for something serious and long-term. Also the fact that the other gay was getting engaged next month had a fair role to play in the break up.

For the time being the two had decided to be friends and obviously, my friend was told that there is a pretty good chance that he won't be invited to the engagement because it might be too much for him. But he is invited to the after party. Anyhow so basically we were talking about getting over and how it goes about.

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